I don’t want to be creepy and stare at all those Adam photos.
But they sure do come in handy when I want to make a weird photo edit for the Hootowls so I think I’m going to keep them in the recycling bin.
- me: omg i can't believe you came to my house im honoured
- band member:
- band member:
- band member:
- band member: you kidnapped me and tied me to a chair
- me: shhhhhhhhhh
have you ever thought about how weird it is that someone had to decide that night is when we sleep and day is when we’re awake and like what if it wasnt supposed to be like this what if we slept all day and stayed up all night
I’m not attracted to Adam sexually, but rather emotionally. Like in what he does. Obviously he’s extremely handsome and adorable but I wouldn’t want him to get in my bed or pants. I’d rather hug and cuddle him and have him sing to me. Or have a cup of hot cocoa and talk about life. Or his music. Or watch him play the piano. Or run through the aisles at Wal-Mart.
Still have no idea what to think of him.
He’s really altered a ton of things about me.
I don’t want to be all braggart-y but I’m just so shocked right now.
Because months ago there was a Tinychat and Adam was there and I said “Totes ma goats” and he laughed at it.
And now. AND NOW.
I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE MY EYES.
And yes, I remember it. Because I took a screenshot.
favorite adam turntable quotes
- “THE FORCE IS STRONG WITH TUMBLR”
- “TOO LEGIT, SON”
- “THIS CLUB CANNOT HANDLE MY MOVES”
- and my most favorite ever
- “GETTING DOWN LIKE LEBRON JAMES”
Gosh, he is just amazing. xDD
If I didn’t feel so gross about thinking about him, I’d probably be laughing my head off right now.
I only feel gross about thinking him because I’m really thinking over my life right now.
Adam announced on Turntable today that he is HALF WAY done with the upcoming album! The album will include rarities, a lot of features, and even dubstep. He said he is fired up, his record label is freaking out, and we need to get ready to hang on for the ride of our lives.
A lot to think about.
I just…need to rethink things a little.
I feel like I’ve broken inside in the past few years.
I’ve said and done a lot of stupid things. I’ve had a LOT of feelings, both very terrible and amazing. I’ve made new discoveries, and obsessed over old ones.
I get it.
But I think my reputation is ruined because of it. I think I’ve blinded myself trying not to become blinded. And I’ve fallen trying not to fall.
So I think I need a reset button.
i’m actually kind of afraid to meet my online friends
not because of the possibility of them being an online predator,
but because they’re gonna realize how much of a loser i am in real life. and think something like “wow have i really been friends with you this whole entire time”
Met someone I talked to online once.
Had a few really awful blowups in the following months about some stuff and now I think she thinks I’m pathetic and terrible but idk.